It was long time ago when we sat waiting for the rain stops,
‘Will we meet again’ You ask.
You don’t even look into my eyes. You go further into the rain.
‘Yes. We will.’ I said.
We were in silence, only holding hands.
Just after the trains leave, i go back to our room, look into the skies with my tears drops. The rain comes blew all my tears away. Somehow i knew that the universe will take care of you, untill the day we meet again.
Each months since that day, i counts everytime fullmoon comes and sing for you
‘Fly me to the moon, and let me sing among the stars.
Let me see what brings it’s likes in Jupiter and Mars....’
It’s been 45 fullmoon i spent without you, and soon we will enjoy fullmoon hand in hand, facing the sun with your blue eyes and my bright smile.
I’ve been thru all this way. Tears, lonely, pretending, demanding, anger, jealousy, fight for you and i. Facing anyone who said it was’nt real and never be real. I stand up between you and my family.
‘Mom, if i could’nt marry this guy. I choose not to marry at all.’ I said to my Mom.
‘How could i be with somebody else while i know where my heart belong.’ I continue.
And my mom could’nt find any way to stop me from loving you.
People may judge me with their eyes. But for me you’re real. You’re the man who stays with me when i’m down. When others underestimated my ideas, you’re the one who convince me that i can reach anything i really wants to. You always there on my way, next to me to make me feel equal, sometimes behind me just to make sure i won’t fall.
Oh dear,
I’m counting the days and tryin to recall the feeling.
I don’t understand what life has prepare for me.
Yet again, the universe listen to my pray.
But, am i really want this now?
I dont know.
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